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2022.01.16 18:15 Sandiegotanlines Suddenly/traumatically lost my soul dog this week & really struggling
I unexpectedly lost my soul dog this past Thursday and it’s the worst pain I’ve ever felt. I adopted Abel from a shelter exactly 9 years ago — the shelter staff was putting this fluffy white puppy with bright blue eyes into his cage at the exact moment I entered the shelter to check out the available dogs — it was kismet. I was 23 years old, had just recently picked up my entire life to move across the country to California and had no idea I was entering the most difficult years of my life. But through it all, I had Abel.
He was a double Merle Australian shepherd so he was totally deaf and had some vision loss but nothing stopped him. He was the most laidback, happiest dog and everyone who met him fell in love with him. He was there for me through a couple of horrible relationships/breakups, my roommate when I got my own studio apartment once I began getting my life together, the catalyst for my second date with my husband (we took him to the dog park so that he could get Abel’s approval). We took him all over California hiking & backpacking & camping. We went on to adopt a cat and 2 more dogs (including a collie with no eyes since I now have a huge love for “differently-abled” animals because of abel)… he happily welcomed them all and basically trained them. I’m also 38 weeks pregnant and he was so good with kids, I couldn’t wait to see him with the baby. We had the most perfect, beautiful little family and it feels like it was all shattered in just a few hours.
We went to sleep Wednesday night with a healthy dog and woke up at 3:30 am to what seemed like Abel having some kind of a nightmare. Eventually we realized it was something more serious and we rushed to an emergency vet. What we thought was maybe a random seizure turned out to be a very large tumor on his heart that had spontaneously started bleeding into his pericardium. Despite the amazing vets efforts to save our boy, Abel passed away in our arms on the floor of the veterinary ICU via humane euthanasia. We arrived just in time to say our goodbyes. The tumor likely grew quickly & never caused him any discomfort until the sudden episode early this morning when it started bleeding. The vet said these are the worst kinds of tumors because they’re basically ticking time bombs and by the time they make you aware of them it’s too late for any interventions.
I can’t stop crying and it feels like I’ll never feel whole again. Everything at home reminds me of him. I love our other pets so much but the bond I had with Abel was so special… I don’t know if I’ll ever have this type of bond with another animal. He was so healthy & still had puppy energy despite being 9 years old. I never ever in a million years would have expected to lose him this way and I’m struggling with so many “coulda woulda shouldas” and regrets because it happened so quickly. I always figured he’d age and we’d get to give him those special last days with hamburgers and beach trips that you see people do. I’m glad he didn’t have to suffer but it’s hard to reconcile the fact that he seemed totally fine when we went to bed and he was gone 12 hours later. Before the vet took him back he was acting so normal as we sat in the car, too. We were worried maybe we overreacted bringing him in. Now I have regrets that I didn’t sit in the backseat and cuddle him while we waited for the vet to take him back but I never expected he wouldn’t be coming home. He was so loved everyday but I keep asking myself could I have loved him more? Shown him more? Pet him more?
I don’t know why I’m posting really … I just want to keep talking about him and need to get these feelings out. I need to hear from other people who have lost special pets in a traumatic way and know that it gets better. We have so many happy memories together but my heart is just so very broken. Thank you for reading this.
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2022.01.16 18:15 cute_nekoboy Alternate albedo holy shit
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2022.01.16 18:15 Percydal69 My mom doesn’t let me play GTA5 anymore because she saw an article which said, ”you can rape woman” in a list of the worst stuff you can do in the game.
I told her that I’ve done eveything there is to do (100% awhile back) and that’s impossible. And that it’s possible to murder people but that’s about how evil it gets. She still won’t budge. Im 17 and have played the from san andreas to gta5 and have never EVER seen this feature!
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2022.01.16 18:15 BobbyRocket452 New to the game.
This is probably asked a lot but it’s worth a shot. Looking into purchasing air soft AR platform and Glock products. Looking for reliability and wanting it to feel as real as possible. I’ve been reading a bunch but would like to get the opinion of owners in the community. Money isn’t a huge issue but I’m not gonna outfit them in a way I wouldn’t carry at work. Let me know what what you all would buy/build. Ammo prices are killing my training.
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2022.01.16 18:15 traveling_toad Congratulations to Destanni Henderson on 1K career points!
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2022.01.16 18:15 Electronic_Curve_128 And that's how (Bobux) mafia works 🥶🥶🥶👌🏾👌🏾👌🏾
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2022.01.16 18:15 KingDiamond2000 Crypto scam sites continue to draw Indians in droves
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2022.01.16 18:15 Slight_LEON What is the anarchist alternative to the modern authoritarian education system ?
2022.01.16 18:15 filmguy123 Gunking up E61 steam wand - anyone done this? Anything to avoid?
Anyone ever gunked up/messed up their steam wand? Anything to avoid?
I have an e61 dual boiler, 2 bar steam, and I want to steam Chai Concentrate in whole milk. I also want to steam Bailey's Irish Cream. But I am worried it will clog up or otherwise damage my steam wand, or leave flavor residue when I got to steam milk for espresso.
Anything to be worried about at all? Anything to do other than a good purge & wipe?
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2022.01.16 18:15 awesomejt8 Worth it to buy something from nzxt?
I currently am looking to buy a new PC and my price range is $2000-$2500, I looked on nzxt and I customized a build that had good specs and was affordable, but I was wondering if it's recommended to buy something from nzxt or to buy the parts individually or buy a prebuilt.
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2022.01.16 18:15 Straight_Finding_756 Right Online: Hateful, extremist content on Reddit, Discord pose worrying trend for young adults in India
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2022.01.16 18:15 Koizu1 I use them every day, am I missing something?
The Symbol of Faith (1x), Lord's Prayer (1x), Jesus Prayer (2x), Psalm 51 (1x), Prayer to the Holy Cross (1x) and other ( morning, day and evening ).
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2022.01.16 18:15 BarnacleGoos "Looks like we've arrived"
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